I'll admit that I can get bogged down in negative thoughts and emotions fairly easily; about everything from myself to my husband to my scrapbooking to my life in general, and sometimes that can spill over to other people. It's one of those protective mechanisms, that whole "Well, so and so is this or that so I must be a better whatever than her because I'm NOT this or that"
I'm aware this is whacked, and am working on it.
I created this little doo-mahickey to counteract some of that, to write out positive thoughts, and or try to figure out WHY I'm feeling negative. If it's genuine, then that's cool..but at least know the source and fix it, because I firmly belive that you get back what you put out. Not to mention that just isn't who I want to be, and while I'm not that way all the time, even 10% of the time is too much to my way of thinking. More importantly, that's not the example I want to set for my daughter. I just kind of feel like I'm at a crossroads right now...and the choices I make today will be with me for a long time.
In other news, there is a FANTASTIC contest (in my opinion) going on over at Scrap In Style. It's based off the weekly challenges from Project Runway, and it's a weekly and cumulative thing, though you don't have to participate every week. Looks like a lot of fun. You can read all about it here.
Heading off to Chicago tomorrow for CHA Summer to ogle new goodies. And that just sounds dirty.